Malakai cried so hard today that he threw up while he was in the child care at my yoga studio. We’ve been going there since he was born and it was with someone he’s been with at least 30 times… this is a new thing where he is FLIPPING out if he’s away from me for even a minute. It’s so exhausting. I know it’s probably because of moving/Aaron deploying/going on vacation for a month and teething, so I can’t be mad, but it’s making me anxious. I feel likeI can’t get a break.
I also feel like my mom doesn’t want me here, and just lonely in general. I’m having a hard time being posi lately, and it’s probably because I’m not getting any personal time and I feel like everything is stressful at home. Ugh.
But seriously, the baby threw up because he was so stressed from seperation! That’s so sad. 😓
"The Buddha taught that we’re not actually in control, which is a pretty scary idea. But when you let things be as they are, you will be a much happier, more balanced, compassionate person."
you were wearing the hell out of that blue dress
Thank you! I was going for a sexy yet classy look, haha.